18 More Weeks….18….

That is how I am getting through this.  Reminding myself how much longer I have left.  At least the number seems more manageable now.  Today I am sick.  Yet again.  I am hungry, but everything I have to make here just turns my stomach.  I have no car to go to the store and just wander to find something that seems appetizing.  So, here I sit, sick, wishing I could eat.  I may go heat up some beans in a bit…I like mah beans and they seem to sit on my stomach pretty well.

You know, I hear of so many women who say they have x amount of kids and they were sick each and every pregnancy.  I have to say, this is enough for me.  DH and I debated long and hard about a second baby.  We even debated on if we should take drastic birth control measures.  The longer I am sick though, the more I know we made the right decision in no more kids!  I couldn’t do this over and over and over.  Yea, the next pregnancy may be different, but then there is no promise it will be better…or worse.

18 more weeks.

2 Responses to “18 More Weeks….18….”

  1. I’m sorry that you’re not feeling well. Nausea is a horrible thing, so I’ll have you in my thoughts.

  2. Yeah… but you’ll forget about it all once she’s here. It’s the two screaming kids in diapers that make you eventually take those drastic birth control measures…

    [Sandy Says: Oh...we are already kinda decided on drastic measures...]

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